It's okay. A lot of us are flying solo at Christmastime.
Some will say "it's just another day".
Some will say "I'm not as happy as the people on TV".
Some will feel like there is something they are missing, and some will feel all pressured-out by the demands of the holiday season.
If I may suggest, perhaps a little re-orientation on the subject of what Christmas
actually means.
I recommend a bit of meditation, and finding the joy in your ownself...
It works the whole year 'round!