nunyadam, I hate to say it but I kinda know how you feel as I am fighting the same battle,I found out Mon. and have started treatment already but mine is really small in my left lung and I thank God we caught it early. I feel sorry for anyone who has to go through this and for their family as it's never easy. I've lost all of my grandparrents to cancer of one sort or another. I prayers go out to you and your family and if theirs anything anyone can do to help you or gloria out just let us know. Also sometimes it doesn't hurt to get a seccond opinion, and maybe check out
http://www.fhcrc.org/