Yeah well for those of you who had read my post a little while ago about having troubles with my girl...they were discussed tonight. Today had to be seriously the longest day ever. I had two f'ed up tests handed back (read post about it

) then I go over to my gf's house because she's leaving to Europe on Saturday morning early for two and a half weeks. Anyway, I had been having breakup thoughts for a while and tonight she asked me "Do you wanna stay together?"
Well I said no because it had been eating me up inside. We planned earlier that we were just gonna break up at the end of summer. So we talked and talked and I seriously hope she got the point that I still want to be a part of her life and be her friend. I know that will be extremely hard for a while but damn I still want to try.
So when it got time to leave that was hard as $(@#(). Lots of cryin on both parts. I told her I'll always be here. We kissed and I said goodbye and talk to you soon.
I have no regrets for the 2 years I spent with her. But the long distance is what did it. I hope good things can still come out of it all.
Just needed to vent everyone.

Thanks for reading.