Hey Cody! Don't make hasty decisions about how you feel now. I went a week with only one reply abut my SCSI prob (which confused me more). But I persevered and mentioned it in other threads (it that cheating?!?!

) and eventaully I got more replies. Still didn't help, though, I'm still stuck

.
But it won't make me leave.
I also don't try to answer complex questions like yours 'cause I don't know enough to even try to do those things. I'd be embarrassed I'd stuff up (which I prolly would

)
I currently like the sense of community and
family here. And I know if I have other problems I might feel different, same as with any family. But I have to realise it may not be them that changed, but me. And I need to deal with recognising that. It may mean I need to withdraw, but I should leave the door open to let me back in.
Go with what you need right now, cody. I'm sure you'll be welcome back whenever you are ready.