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a poem.
that i wrote:
a first draft i guess... idk just wrote it quick
Her life is like a rainstorm,
And with every drop the pain manifests,
Feeding on her blood, as the pin stabs her heart.
And she wishes she were never born,
And she doesn’t know life’s just a test,
And, that the pain will never part.
Her blood rushes,
And she wants to live a movie.
So she wears a mask.
And she tries and pushes,
Her feelings away, and she cannot see,
And she cannot ask.
Help she wants to cry,
She screams with all her breath,
And thinks of her friends.
And she decides she wants to die,
But she can never rest,
And can’t tie her ends.
And she cries in silence,
And her friends leave her,
Because they don’t understand.
And she talks to her parents,
But she can tell them no more.
Her life is lost in the times of sand.
And she looks at her sister,
She decides not to be like that,
She doesn’t want to take that path.
And she misses her,
She wants to sit where she sat,
And she cries in the aftermath.
And nobody understands her,
And she feels so lost,
But she doesn’t know,
That I understand her,
Because our paths have crossed,
But, that I can’t show.
So she cries in silence,
And hides her pain,
And tries to have fun.
And life makes no sense,
And down comes the rain,
And she wants to run.
Blaze
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